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March 07 For URain falling from sky, dark has veiled all the further views. Few people walked on the street. I hurried to go home reluctanty, after coming back from darling’s place.
There is not a second I wish I am with her all the time. I wish the train we are on would never stop. It would bring us all around the world.
Shall we sail to the ocean and just live in the vast blue? Shall we travel to the coldest island in this earth, and our love fire will melt the ice? Shall we stand still in the rain, so that I can keep you warm after we get wet? ^_^
No words may describe my feelings for you. However, I let those weak words to tell... ---7/3/08 Sydney July 13 ConfusionPretty damn hard these days,
Everyone seems going up while i just kept messing things up. yoo...
how i am gonna do.yoo...how i am gonna be...
Life is like shotting a drama, seems always losing control out of my camera.
Oh...
Listed all the reasons that i do not like you.
Tried so hard to persude myself u are not the kind of girl for me.
What can i do men. What can i do...
Kept making me sad... sad...
I just can't figure out why...
Damn...fine.
So call it a day now.
March 25 No BraveryI was just sitting there,thinking something else, my head is empty like a box...
A little bit sad, but a littel bit like losing feelings.
so many things i wanna know, but i can not work it out.my problem? or the problem itself?
to think or not, that is a problem.
to be or not to be, that is another...
i was so frightened like always. the negetive shadow would never fade.how shall i reach the sun?
i had no bravery, no bravery.
not confident in so many things which makes me unsucessful.
March 08 So damn today.Four hours lecture in the morning, three hours lecture in the afternoon, gloomy day, isn't it?
Just could not put myself into study for some reason. Maybe too tired.damn computer lab, don't allow me to use the ArchCAD. so gotta nothing to do at this moment, played around for a while, and then i am here.
Don't know why i wrote this? maybe some kind of realsing stress~~~
The lecture room is really cold, and computer lab is really hot. the uni is always so unreasonble.
Go home soon and try to download ArchCAD10.~~~
April 01 That is the way i like it. My head is box filled with nothing,that is the way i like it.
My graden is a secret compartment, that is the way i like it.
The blue sky with comfortable breeze , that is the way i like it.
Wake up in the morning and do some exercise, that is the way i like it.
She is so elegant and beautiful, just looking at her is enough, that is the way i like it.
Being alone near the sea, that is the way i like it.
Life is box of cholocate, i tasted every moment, that is the way i like it.
come on, every body, enjoy the likes in ur life!
Should be so BOODLY GREAT!
February 28 Let the blue ocean take your troubles away! So desired to see the ocean immediately, i stepped quiker. It has been two month since i had the last glimpse of the vast blue ocean.
The water is so blue that you could even see the bottom with many sea creatures and sea plants. The ocean is so endless that you never know what is next. Just as life. Life is so clear and mysterious.
Passion for the ocean comes from the love of Blue, Blue has been my favourite color always! Can not even remeber when i loved blue. Can not even tell a reason why i love it. just love, so simple. so strong.
And tell you guys a secret: if you got any troubles, go to the ocean, without doing anything, feel the flow of the wind, quite, and slowly, your troubles would be taken away.
The ocean would be very generous to absorb your trouble. believe it or not? you can have a try! December 13 双手时间匆匆，落叶随风，我独自走在这喧闹的城市，就这么走着，走着，何处是尽头．．．
这一路上，看着一对对情侣从身边经过，我总是习惯看他们那双牵着的双手，因为，我觉得那才是最美的场景．这双手，牵起了两个人的心，这双手才是爱的真正象征．
好渴望有一场爱情，好渴望牵起另一只手，可是，她在那里？我怎么才能找到了？
我喜欢有头脑的女孩，因为，她也必定和我一样相信爱情．然而，她会喜欢上我吗？
有时，我会傻笑，笑自己的幼稚，突然觉得，一见钟情才算的上是真爱．追的来真爱吗？就算我用温柔和体贴将她融化，她会爱上我吗？怕付出而没有收获．
其实，我每天都在想这种类似的问题，也许不正常吧，呵呵～～～
没有吧，只是我感情很细腻吧．～～～呵呵．．．
November 15 Gonna be a New Start !!!Today is my 19th birthday,how remarkble is it! From now on, my age number will start from twenty !!! with a lot of passion towards life, it believe it is gonna be a bloodly new Start.
Living and studying overseas for almost one year, i think i had changed a lot. Not only physically but also mentally, hehe~~~. in terms of physically, i added 10pounds to my weight. I realized many things which i think it would take me ten years to understand if i still stay with my parents... That is LOVE. Here, LOVE has a comprehensive meanings which includes the love from your parents and the love from your friends.
If i still stay with my parents, i would never learn how to cook, and i would never know how much love my parents' had given to me, the love is given by cooking every delicious meal, by asking us to bring an umbrella in case of raining. this kind of love can only be felt when you are not with them for a long time. it is long enough for me...
Only when you are really lonely, you will realize how important to have some very good friends. They are always so helpful and so kind. and i know that i will feel seriously upset when we have to leave. Today, i invited my friends to celebrate with me. i really did not expect to receive present from everyone, but i really moved. Because that means they care about me.i think care means love, i felt very warm in my heart...
How luck i am! I did not understand it too late.
During the dinner, i was asked to answer a question, that is what is my plan for near future, like one year, hehe , to be frank, i really hope that i will met someone i loved and she also loves
me, hehe~~~
Anyway, great fun today!
At last, Thank you to my friends : Eric,May,Jason,Jeff, Leo, Rick! Wish you guys all have a bright future,The nearest one, hehe~~~. excellent performs in Final Exam!!!
November 07 当记忆的线缠绕过往. 现在时间已是0:23分了,明天要交的paper 还只写了一半，哎，又得熬夜了．．．
刚趴下休息会，竟然想到以前上大学的快乐时光，可以和同学在包夜后，一大早在球场打篮球，现在想起来挺好笑的．．．如今是每天睡上１０个小时，还是
 ． 看来是真的把自己变的越来越懒了． 其实，主要是刚才挤了半天英语，才７００字，用中文还是爽多了！！！看，不到几分种，一篇文章便潇洒而出，呵呵，还是挺有才华的．．．
以后再也不能向这样了．．．要学会规划时间，充分的利用时间．  November 02 THE FIRST DAY OF DECEMBERHow time flies!
It is already December now. In the middle of this month, i will face one of the most improtant exam in my first-year oversea's life. Too much work was needed to be done, a lot of regret, a lot to remember. the charpter in my life is always full of myserious.
Feel extremly upset recently, seriously hope i had someone who i could tell my heart. but everything remained the same. i am still alone and so lonely.
Still believe in magic power, There must be someone for me. I will wait.....
As i just realized, soon i will be ninteen years old, how young i am! When i will meet her? or not? October 27 祭奠失去的东西 好久没来自己的空间了，再来竟然已是快３个月后了．可能是生活平淡的实在无话可说，可能是忙的没有时间去照顾自己的感情了，或是麻木了呢？
１０月２２号是她的生日，我本来决定要忘记的．可却在一年之后，还是那么的清晰．不知道为什么？真的爱过她．．．可是现在呢？
朋友的奶奶今天去世了，伤心的一个人在厕所里哭，平时笑嘻嘻的他，现在哭的是那么的无助．
原来，人的感情是那么的复杂，每个人都有很无助的时候．
然而，一个星期后，相信他也还是会笑嘻嘻的面对生活．生活就是这样，是一定要学会放弃，学会祭奠那些失去的东西．
September 04 今天,下雨了. 在我眼里,悉尼很美,因为她很少下雨,很少阴天.
而我也正喜欢这样的天气.每天都有阳光,蓝天,白云.
然而,今天,下雨了,雨很大,似乎像在宣泄某种情绪. 天阴深阴深的,让人感到很压抑. 本来要写作业的, 可是突然没了心情. 我不喜欢雨天,它总是会给我带来写莫明的愁绪.
一个人站在阳台上,吹着冷风.想着好多过去. 和她一起真的很快乐,那是多么幸福的时光呀.可惜我们终久输给了距离. 也许错的那个人是我, 也许结果在开始时就注定了.我好幼稚. 我以为爱可以创造奇迹.然而没有... 我很想她,真的好想和她讲话.可是我不会,我一向如此固执. 就让一切成为美好的回忆吧...
而今,虽然孤独,寂寞时常来袭,但我从来没有后悔自己的选者,以后也不会.
明天,天会晴. 明天,还要继续. 为自己加油!!!
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