MICHELL FOCAULT:

THE POWER IS GENERATED THROUGH SUVELLIENCE.

KNOWLEDGE ITSELF IS POWER.

THE DISCILIPLARY POWER IS CREATED THROUGH THE TRANSMISSION OF THE KNOWLEDGE.

MADDNESS IS A PRODUCT OF A LOGICAL SOCIETY.

THE DISCOURSE IS ....

WHICH MADE POSSIBLE THAT AUTHOR STARTED TO LOOK AT ARCHITECTURE IN TERMS OF USAGE AND FUNCTION IN CONTRACTROY TO ORDINARY PEOPLE CONCEIVED ARCHITECTURE AS A BEATUIFUL OBJECT.

MACHINE IS A OPERATIONAL SYSTEM WHICH INVOLES THE MECHANICAL MOVEMENT.

MOBILE PHONE IS MERELY A DEVICE, IT IS NOT A MACHINE.

 

VISIONARY ARCHITECTURE

THE DRAWING OF THE PRISON IS OUT OF SCALE, THERE IS NO CORRECT VANISHING POINT, HOWEVER, ITS IMPRESSION HAD GIVEN THE PLACE A SENSE OF SCARYNESS. 

 

21/8/09

SYD

 

Rain falling from sky, dark has veiled all the further views.

Few people walked on the street.

     I hurried to go home reluctanty, after coming back from darling’s place.

 

There is not a second

I wish I am with her all the time.

I wish the train we are on would never stop. It would bring us all around the world.

 

Shall we sail to the ocean and just live in the vast blue?

Shall we travel to the coldest island in this earth, and our love fire will melt the ice?

Shall we stand still in the rain, so that I can keep you warm after we get wet? ^_^

 

No words may describe my feelings for you.

 However, I let those weak words to tell...

                                                                                                                ---7/3/08 Sydney

 

 

Project is undergoing with black tunnel at the other end.

A single light would make me happy, but none was shinny enough to see.

Maybe I shall design a black hole and be absorbed within, thus, I could see the realm of darkness.

Maybe I shall build a light boat so I can sail to the unknown.

Maybe I shall draw myself wings, then I can fly to the fairy-tale.

Or Maybe I shall stop contemplating, start tracing maps.

The possibilities have been fulfilled.

No action was ever taken.

That is the situation I have always in.

 

I wish my building would be a poet, telling all the stories to everyone in a beautiful way.

I wish my building would be a beauty, elegant and attractive both the outside and inside.

I wish my building would be a sun flower, always smile and facing the optimum sunshine.

I wish my building would be a Stone (hehe), so it will last forever, those hard times only increased its richness.

 

Complexity, Confusion, Selection, Conception, Modification, Presentation.

 

Shi Wei (Stone)

Sydney 21 August 2007

  

Pretty damn hard these days,

Everyone seems going up while i just kept messing things up. yoo...

how i am gonna do.yoo...how i am gonna be...

 

Life is like shotting a drama, seems always losing control out of my camera.

Oh...

Listed all the reasons that i do not like you.

Tried so hard to persude myself u are not the kind of girl for me.

What can i do men. What can i do...

 

Kept making me sad... sad...

I just can't figure out why...

Damn...fine.

So call it a day now.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Michael to Sara:

It would be killing me if i don't let you know that i loved you. 

Times change,things change,there is only one thing which will never change,is my love for you.

I don't know why and when i fall in love with you. ..

 

 

I wish i have the courage as Michael. ..

 

 

 

If you want to reconsider the self-value,this is a quota from Emerson:

 

On the way to uni today,

I was attracted by one sentence carved on the road.

 

 

 

I was just sitting there,thinking something else, my head is empty like a box...

A little bit sad, but a littel bit like losing feelings.

so many things i wanna know, but i can not work it out.my problem? or the problem itself?

to think or not, that is a problem.

to be or not to be, that is another...

i was so frightened like always. the negetive shadow would never fade.how shall i reach the sun?

i had no bravery, no bravery.

not confident in so many things which makes me unsucessful.

 

 

Reality&Illusion

Misunderstanding do happens.

Affection is not something man can control.

I wonder why people tends to bother.

Illusion is so wonderful that tooken place of reality in everyone's heart.

Spending too much time thinking, that is what is wrong.

 

 

 

Four hours lecture in the morning, three hours lecture in the afternoon, gloomy day, isn't it?

Just could not put myself into study for some reason. Maybe too tired.damn computer lab, don't allow me to use the ArchCAD. so gotta nothing to do at this moment, played around for a while, and then i am here.

Don't know why i wrote this? maybe some kind of realsing stress~~~

The lecture room is really cold, and computer lab is really hot. the uni is always so unreasonble.

Go home soon and try to download ArchCAD10.~~~

 

 

 

While landing at Sydney airport today, something happened inside me. It is not the lonely feeling like the first time i arrived here, Netheir the second time, when my head is empty like a box. As soon as i walked out of the airport, i realised that i am alone by myself again. there is no family backing me up, there aren't so many friends that i can play with. I am facing a new life.

 

Kind of getting very excited cos i am getting a new life. A life with fighting, A life with so many possiblities.

 

Life is fair for everyone,the difference is how we treated it. we could wasting our time or we could take full use of it, and make our dreams come ture. There are thousands of times i have been asking myself that why i am here, that why i make decisions to be here. And also so many people want to know the answer. Frankly speaking, i can not tell.

The truth shall be discovered by yourself.

                                                                                                                                      ------ SHI WEI
                                                                                                                                  ------ Sydney 28/2/07

2007...

A book yet to write by myself.

November begins...

Ich schenk' dir die Welt... - 我将把全世界送给你      
词曲: Die Prinzen
Produziert von den Prinzen    
主音: Sebastian Krumbiegel

http://sard.ruc.edu.cn/personal/pengchao/Myweb/downloads/Ich_schenke_dir_die_Welt.mp3

Ich schenk dir die Welt,den Mond die Sterne - 我要把这个世界，月亮和星星都送给你
Hol' die Sonne für dich her - 还要为你摘下太阳
Ich schauf'le Sand in der Sahara und ich schwimm'
für dich durch's Meer, - 我睡在撒哈拉的沙滩上，为了你都可以游过大海
Ich werd niemals aufhörn,dich zu lieben - 我永远不会停止爱你
Auch in tausend Jahren nicht - 千年都不变
Und selbst wenn du abhaust, wenn du fortgehst, - 即使你离开我，把我忘记
Will ich, dass du weißt, Ich will nur dich 我都将让你知道我会想你

Wie ein Schiff im schweren Wasser - 假如在危险的水面上有一艘船
Kurz vor der Meuterei - 突然翻倒
Und einem Kurs, der nicht ganz klar ist,Knapp an jedem Sturm vorbei - 这是很明显的事，它遭受了风暴
Du bist an fremdes Land gegangen - 你去了国外
Und willst nicht mehr nach Haus - 不经常在家
Ich bleib allein an Bord und treibe Auf die off'ne See hinaus - 我一个人留在海边，望着远处

Ich schenk' dir die Welt... - 我将把全世界送给你..

Irgendwann hast du begonnen, -不管你什么时候离开
Deinen eig'nen Film zu dreh'n, - 都会寄照片回来
Ich hab die Augen zu gemacht, - 我一把眼睛闭上
Das wollte ich nicht seh'n - 就什么都看不见
Ich weiß nicht, ob du zurückkommst, -我不知道，你会回来吗？
Doch eins ist mir jetzt klar - 现在我明白了
Dass das, was ich für dich empfinde - 我对你的感觉
Noch niemals größer war - 没有比它更强烈的了

Ich schenk' dir die Welt... - 我将把全世界送给你..

So bitt ich dich noch einmal, - 我再次请求你
Stick mit mir in See - 和我一起去海边
Lass uns die Segel setzen - 在小帆船上
Roter Teppich auf der Gangway - 在经过的路上铺上地毯
Entdeck mit mir ein Meer, - 和我一起发现一片海洋
Das noch keiner kennt - 没有其他人知道的海洋
Selbst, wenn wir zusammen untergeh'n - 当我们一起出发时
Will ich, dass uns keiner trennt - 我希望我们不再分离 

下个月的今天，就回国了．

下个月的今天，就可以结束今年的留学生活了．

下个月的今天，就可以远离一下这个住的有些厌倦的地方了．

可以不用再想，什么时候该交房租．

可以不用再想，什么时候要交作业了．

可以不用再想，懒懒的要去作饭了．

可以不用再想，今天要几点起床了．

于是，很期待．．．

谁让我怎么懒呢，呵呵～～

 

 

 

         骤热的天气驱使我到学校电脑室呆了一整天,美其名曰写星期一要交的论文,可是最后回家时才写了不到300字,效率之低让人无比汗颜啊.最近说不上顺和不顺,反正每天就这么过去了. 似乎有点像和尚样了,一天撞一天的钟,到最后估计就要抓狂了---老是改不掉的坏习惯.

         还是每天习惯性的登上QQ,基本不会找人聊天,有个同学似乎看不下去了,质问我为什么老上网,其实我就是不喜欢隐身而已,再说,如果他不老上网,怎么知道我总是在线了,呵呵.说实话,有些习惯是得好好改改了. 以后要少上些网,多看些书,积累知识.之后和家里人聊了很长时间,说着自己的理想,要去美国读研究生,要向REM KOOLHASS 学学建筑,拜访一下STEVEN HOLL,有机会再请教下ZAHA HARDID. 估计也是6,7年以后的事了. 可是现在连个英文都写不好.还有很长的路要走啊...甚至都在怀疑自己痴心妄想了,哈哈~~谁知道呢?还是要脚踏实地的一步步走好.

         明天会是新的一天~~~

         

漫长的一个月,在不只不觉中悄然逝去.

总是在向过去回望时,才发现它的匆匆.

自己被自己不停的责备,似乎要将自己完全的否定.

然而事情总是在发生和继续,尤不得我有半点后悔.

成长中的痛苦和烦恼,永远只有自己才能体会和明白.

没有想象中的那么坚强,逃避中希望能够获得解脱.

人真的很天真和脆弱,虽然会受伤,可还是永往直前.

梦想在莫个地方被我遗忘,它会离我而去吗?

失去它,还有什么东西值得去奋斗呢?

                                                         -------九月二十九号   悉尼

                                                                   

 

 

        又忍不住想上来写点东西了,呵呵~~~

        今天,又是长长的一天,从起床开始,就开始考虑要怎么设计,下午在STUDIO熬了半天,最后总算把模型给做好了.过程总是那么的艰难,可是最后看着自己的成果,还是很有成就感的.然后满怀信心的向TUTOR展示我的杰作时,又被无情的给打击了,说这个不能设计,那个不够实际,受不了了,怪不得最后建筑系出去的学生都只会设计盒子.好了,COMPLAIN完.

        言归正传, 晚上去听了日本一个建筑师的演讲,虽然这人英语很烂,可是拿出来的东西到是让人眼前一亮.从他的用材,到对设计如何结合环境的把握,都有其独特之处.最后掌声不断.看来是得到了大家的认可. 可是作为一个中国人,听他的演讲,有时却让我陷入了沉思. 每次,当他说到这个是什么日本现代典型建筑时,我都感到一丝不安.我想到了中国的建筑,中国建筑在世界历史建筑中,占有着绝对的地位,可是现在我们却好像落的很远,我并不是担心中国设计师们拿不出好的方案,更令我担心的是,中国建筑没有了自己的特色,现在国内虽然建筑如雨后春笋般拔地而起,可是,又有多少建筑包含了中国的文化,历史呢? 只是一味的花高价买国外的设计,对中国自己的建筑发展无疑是一种极大的阻碍.当我们都在学西方的建筑,学西方的设计时,我们怎么才能结合自己的文化,怎么才能为中国的现代建筑奉献出自己的力量呢?... 我想这是我职业生涯中有待解决的问题,也希望学建筑的朋友们,都能在这方面下点功夫.  

        最后,是条我个人认为很让人高兴的消息:

      

3月28日晚从加拿大第七大城市密西沙加市（Mississauga）传来消息，刚刚在北京开业两年多的建筑事务所MAD赢得当地一栋50层高的地标性公寓楼设计权。 　　担纲设计的MAD负责人马岩松向记者强调“这将是中国建筑师首次通过国际公开竞赛赢得设计权，标志着新一代的中国建筑师已经开始了创意中国的时代。” 　　“它将成为国际性标志建筑” 　　去年底，加拿大多伦多地区的密西沙加市为计划中一栋50层高的地标性公寓楼举办创新设计方案比赛。 　　马岩松领衔的北京MAD建筑师事务所的方案“玛丽莲·梦露大厦”，最终击败了进入提名阶段的另外5家建筑公司方案后脱颖而出。 　　昨晚，马岩松兴奋地告诉记者，这个消息是当地时间周二晚十时由密西沙加市市长亲自宣布的，引起当地市民和媒体的广泛关注。马岩松说，“我昨天接受了加拿大二十几家媒体的采访，包括电台直播，早上还要到电视台做现场直播节目”。两家开发商的主要负责人丹尼尔·萨瓦托（Danny Salvatore）对当地媒体说“马岩松团队的设计在外观上非常醒目，这座建筑将成为国际性的标志建筑”。

           

       

     今天上建筑结构课时,忽然想起了父亲,没有他的努力,我今天也不可能到澳洲留学.没有他的奋斗,也许今天我会在另一个地方,干着很重的体力活.我的感激之情是无法用言语表达的.

     母亲曾给我讲过一段父亲的经历,那是父亲的第一个工程,在挖地基的阶段,老天却不给面子,雨下个不停,眼看很快工期就要到了.实在不能再拖下去了,父亲很着急,因为第一个工程代表着信誉.等到好不容易有天雨下的很小,父亲就催那些挖井的人赶快动工,可是那些人都不愿意,说是井下积水太多,有塌掉的危险.然后父亲什么都没说,就亲自下去把水往外面排,周围的人都惊呆了.他们后来很多人都跟着父亲干,我想是被父亲对待困难的勇气说折服了吧.母亲说,每当她想到这些时,都会忍不住流泪.觉得我们现在的幸福生活来之不宜,要好好的珍惜.

     我可爱的父亲,虽然从来不用甜言蜜语来哄我,虽然忙的没有时间和我交流,可是,他说的,做的,都是对我的一种启迪和指导.父亲一向都不打我,只记得有一次,上初中时,调皮的我因为背书背烦了,把课本给撕了,然后嚷着不读书了,结果被狠狠的揍了一顿,那一次,让我明白,读书在父亲眼中是那么的重要. 听妈说,当年父亲只因为一分而没有考上大学. 这个梦想,我在04年的时候已经帮他完成了.可惜的是没能考上重点大学,还是没能让父亲满意.我自己也有些遗憾. 于是在选者出国还是复读的时候,我毅然选着了出国,在父亲的资助下,就这样,早早的开始了我的留学之旅.

    再过几天就是西方的父亲节了, 所以花了很长时间写点东西,来提醒自己,一定不能让父亲失望.

    再过几年,希望可以成为一个建筑家,让父亲为我骄傲.

  换一个角度看问题.换一种心态面对.

  生活像彩虹,精彩却不是总在.

  美丽的颜色总是在迷惑着..让人忽视了背后的风雨.

  时间才是真正的试金石.

  是时候总会发光.

  时间才是真理,到最后总会证明些什么.